Growing up, I dreamed of being a hot-shot business owner living on Manhattan’s Upper East Side. To me, that represented success—money, power, and freedom. But life had different plans.

We didn’t have much. My parents worked tirelessly running a small clothing business. It was tough, and I knew early on it wasn’t for me. I was drawn to technology, but my parents pushed for medicine. I tried pre-med, but my path eventually led me to IT.

Around age 16, my curiosity turned toward the occult. I watched my mother visit astrologers, and I was fascinated by how they "just knew" things. I started having visions and strange feelings, but I brushed it off as imagination or coincidence. I dove into college life, partying, and ignoring my intuition.

Still, I remained captivated by tarot, aliens, Ancient Egypt, and the unseen world. I even read David Icke—half skeptical, half intrigued. Meanwhile, I followed the traditional path: marriage, house, kids, cars, and a corporate job. Life looked great from the outside.

Then, my body broke down.

Pancreatitis landed me in the hospital. Doctors said, “Stop drinking.” Then came Type 2 diabetes. Then a cancer scare. Stress. Medication. Weight gain. But something deep down told me—this wasn’t just medical. It was spiritual.

All my tests came back “normal.” Even the cancer didn’t make sense to doctors. Meanwhile, I ballooned to over 220 pounds and couldn’t find peace. Then, in 2014, everything started to shift.

My parents took me to a new temple—one that emphasized spirituality over religion. Ninety minutes of silent meditation each week opened something in me… but again, I ignored it.

Then in 2019, I woke up and lost hearing in my right ear. Gone. Tinnitus roared. Tests showed nothing. Doctors said, “Learn to live with it.”

Then came 2020—and so did clarity.

The lockdowns sparked something. I started researching “hearing loss” and came across Spiritual Ascension. It was the first time I read symptoms that mirrored mine—buzzing, fatigue, anxiety, feeling disconnected. Suddenly, my experiences started to make sense.

I binged spiritual videos until 3 a.m. every night. I discovered energy healing, Akashic Records, Reiki, and tarot. I took classes and joined groups—but noticed one thing: no men. I felt out of place, but something pushed me to stay. It was a test: the universe was calling for more awakened men, and I had to answer.

Still, I was lost. No purpose. No hearing. No joy. Friends felt fake. Work felt meaningless. But the temple… the temple gave me peace.

One day, I started speaking at the temple—and people wanted more. That’s when the dots connected.

We’ve been sold a lie: fake food, fake success, fake identities. The rat race is designed to keep us disconnected from our true selves. God isn’t some distant figure—God is within us. Our guides, our higher self—they’re always speaking to us. It’s not imagination. It’s truth.

I took a numerology course and suddenly, everything clicked. As a technologist, numbers resonated. Repeating numbers (111, 222, etc.) weren’t coincidences—they were codes. My Akashic Records confirmed it: I was a spiritual technologist. The signs had been there all along.

The Block I Couldn't See

But even after all the breakthroughs—there was still one piece missing.

A blind spot I had carried my entire life.

With the help of a mentor, I finally saw it:
I had been blocking love.

From a young age, I was taught love wasn’t safe. I was ignored, criticized, and told I’d never be enough. When I did feel love—like when I met someone deeply special in my teens—it was quickly taken away. That pain stuck with me.

Between 1997 and 2006, I numbed that pain through drinking and distractions. I told myself I didn’t need love. I told myself it was better not to feel at all.

I ran from relationships. I feared vulnerability. I didn’t let anyone close.

And I thought that was just how I was.

But the truth? I had never learned how to love myself.
And without that, I couldn’t let anyone else love me either.

That single realization changed everything.

I saw how self-sabotage had silently shaped my life. I saw how fear had masked itself as logic. And I saw how healing this one core wound could unlock true alignment—not just for me, but for the people I’m meant to serve.

A New Path: Aligned, Whole, and Free

Once I committed to deep self-love, everything began to shift.

The weight melted off—50 pounds in 7 months. I had energy. Purpose. Peace. I started helping others connect the dots. I started teaching everything I had learned—about spirituality, energy, numerology, emotional healing, and authentic living.

This is not just a mindset shift.
It’s a lifestyle transformation—for the body, mind, and soul.

It’s about:

• Healing the inner child

• Letting go of shame, guilt, and fear

• Trusting your own divine guidance

• Leading from the heart, not the wound

• Reconnecting with your purpose

• And realizing: you are already enough.

If any part of this journey resonates with you, I invite you to join me.

Let me guide you to uncover your blocks, reconnect with your truth, and create a life that actually feels good—on the inside and out.

You are safe to be loved.
Your heart is your guide.
And your time is now.